FAMILY

Well as most of you know this is the month of being thankful. I really feel that we should be thankful for the things we have every month, not just the month of November, but I will voice the things I am thankful for in all my posts this month.
I just want to say that I am so thankful for my family. They are so loving and supportive of me. They are the people who have help to form the person I am today. They are the ones who truly know me, which I am so grateful for.
Some people ask if it is hard to be in a large family, yes sometimes, but mostly no. We have so much fun, and we support and love each other.
Heavenly Father knew what he was doing, when he put us into families.
I am thankful for my ward family and stake family. I am thankful for my immediate family and extended too. I am thankful for my apartment family and FHE family. Though sometimes, my FHE group could use a little a bit of growing up,but I love them none the less. I am so thankful for FAMILIES:)

DECISIONS- GOT TO LOVE THEM!

Hey everyone my new goal is to post at least once a week if not more. I am no longer going to have a Facebook, so if you want to know what I am up to you have come to the right place.

Wow these past few weeks have been up and down, you could say like a roller-coaster ride. Since General Conference, most girls are thinking and acting fast about mission papers. The numbers for missionaries sending in there papers and being called have gone up enormously. It has indeed been a thought that is entered into my mind. To as if i should go on one myself. I wasn't sure If that was something I was going to do,now or ever. I always thought I was going to come to Rexburg ID and go to school and get married fast, but there are more things that could happen now, and I haven't dated anyone in a serious way.

I love my Book of Mormon class and church meetings, and Devotional on Tuesdays. I have learned so much from my leaders and teachers and from the other students here on campus.

Though I still have no idea as to what I am suppose to do, I continue to pray and fast, and read my scriptures. When I find out you all will now:)

I THINK YOU'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE, BUT THAT'S OK!

So I am really good at memorizing all my favorite quotes and, one that I have been saying a lot is from the Pride and Prejudice the Pink bible, when Jack and Lydia go to Vegas to get married, and their authority at the wee chapel on the stripe says to Jack " I think you've been here before, but that's OK!"

Though he is telling him it's OK, today this line hit me in a way I didn't think was possible. With General Conference, Elder Holland's talk was about Peter. Jesus says Peter you are back here at the sea again where I found you before, If I wanted fish I could get fish, but I need disciples, do you love me Peter? Yeah Lord I do love you. Then feed my sheep and my lambs, became my disciple." My point is do I want to be back in the same spot again, or do I want to do all that I can do to be closer to my father in heaven and be a better person? YES! I want that, so I must work at not being back at the same point that I left behind.

I love quoting movies though, you can ask anyone who truely knows me:)

here are just a ferw

"HE.. WAS... NUMBER... ONE"-SPONGEBOB
"BIG, UGLY AND TONEDEAF"- Emperors New Groove
" THOSE ARE MY LEAVES TO CRUNCH.... CRUNCH, CRUNCH ,CRUNCH"- BRENNA HORNBAKER
"I HAVEN'T HAD A BOYFRIEND SINCE LIKE.... THE LAST BOYFRIEND I HAD"- SARAH SMITH
" NO MESS TO MESSY, THIS MESS TO MESSY" ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY
"AS YOU WISH, OH MY SWEET WESTLEY"- PRINCESS BRIDE
"HE'S DEAD. HE CAN'T TALK. WHOO-HOO-HOO, LOOK WHO KNOWS SO MUCH. IT HAPPENS THAT YOUR FRIEND HERE IS ONLY mostly DEAD. THERE'S A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MOSTLY DEAD AND ALL DEAD. MOSTLY DEAD IS SLIGHTLY ALIVE. WITH ALL DEAD, WELL, WITH ALL DEAD THERE'S ONLY ONE THING YOU CAN DO. WHAT'S THAT? GO THROUGH HIS CLOTHES AND LOOK FOR LOOSE CHANGE."-PRINCESS BRIDE

anyways as you can see I love Quouting:)

Obituary Of Achsah Farley

Achsah is a loving Daughter, sister, and friend. She is the tenth Child and ninth daughter of Michael and DeAnn Farley. She is an awesome friend and roommate. Her death befell her on September 20th 2012 , when she fell on the stairs, after she worked up the courage to talk to this handsome man. Her little heart couldn't take it and her knees gave out, as she told her sweet innocent story of this leap of faith to her sister.

The memorial service will be held in about one weeks time. at 11:05 at the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day saints in the North Stake building in Rexburg Idaho.

Disclaimer! I am NOT DEAD! I gotcha didn't I? No what really happened was....

 I saw this Dashing, charming young man afar off, when I realized that I had actually met this man a month previous at my sisters single ward her in Rexburg. I was off track for the summer break, so I went to her ward for a couple of weeks until school would start back up.

So a thought came to my mind that I should go talk to him. I just couldn't seem to work up the courage to talk to him. As I walked towards him I got scared and sat at the table behind him. I finally got the courage to say hi to him. The thing was I had no idea what I was going to say, but I managed to say hi and tell him who I was. I then said goodbye, as I walked away it sounded like he said something.... which made the whole experience just that much more awkward.

I decided that I would call my lovely Sister Tressie and tell her the whole story as I was going down the stairs I was laughing so hard, I found myself falling to my death, but wait, someone saved me. She goes by the name Kailey Degraw. While this is all happening I happen to glance up and see my Spring semester FHE BROTHER, Jesse looking at me, SMILING! GAH! If the EXPERIENCE before, WASN'T EMBARRASSING, ENOUGH! I had to stand there by my FHE brother Jesse!

I then finished my story of everything that just occurred. I couldn't stop laughing and I am sure everyone that saw me was smiling.
 Well that is the end of my story! Hope you enjoy it!

Fall, Fall, and Fall

I am so excited for this fall season and semester. Today I went to Porters and bought fall leaf garlands,webs,eyeball salt and pepper shakers and a spider/web window mirror hanging:)

I am so excited for the fun time that we will be having this semester!

Fall is my favorite season, though Spring is nice. I still love the smells you get to experience and the leaves changing into many beautiful colors, that take place during the Fall I love to cook but even more in the Fall.

I am also very excited for this semester. All my roommates seem super nice. I am excited for class too:) I am sorry for those who read my blog and my Facebook cause this post is similar to my Facebook post. I just had to express my excitement for the Fall:)

Living Life

Well recently I am currently living back in the Burg. Not a lot to do with the summer break still in session, but enough I guess to keep me busy.

Codi and her girls will be moving back to Washington, to take part in the Pathway program with my lovely mother. So they are in the mists of packing, cleaning, and moving. Tressie moved down a could blocks to a house, across from the Smith park. She has all of her stuff now i believe. Codi cleans and will be gone soon. So I am going to be taking on the Hills for Codi.

Just recently I went on a date with this guy. It was fun, but I can't seem to get him off of my mind, which isn't fun, because it interferes with my sleep. Well, and it's not a fun game, any of it, the "waiting," the "what does that mean." "does he like me too," I am a woman so I analyze every last detail. I wish it were easier.


Today I went to church with Tressie. It was good to see people I knew or people that I recently just met at church. After church we had a mix and mingle which was fun and the food was taste.

In about two and a half weeks school at BYUI will be starting back up so that will keep me busy. I am excited for it and kind of nervous,but I know it is about time to be getting back into that.

He well that's my life right now, not too exciting but, That's Just Me:)

I JUST WANT!

My brother Tyell is dating this girl named Madi. On there second day my brother asked Madi what she wanted most, what is your Dreams and hopes. Madi answer with I know this is Clay shay but I just want  be a wife and mother.

My thoughts was I din't think it was a clay shay kind of thing. In fact I think it to be a very righteous thing to want. I too want to Meet a fantastic man that loves me and treats me good. I want to be a good wife and have kids and be a good mother.

As I sit on my couch blogging about this I look over and see my Roommate and her boyfriend Cuddle on the couch while they watch Aladdin. Though  I prefer them to not cuddle so much, it's kind of sweet. I see the way Matthew looks at Tiffany and how she at him, I can see how he worships the ground she is on!

Not that I want a man to worship the ground I walk on, but This makes me want someone who looks at me like the way he does at her. Someone who loves me.

Sorry that this just came out to all the people That read my blog. It is a natural, thing to want. really I am happy, just ever so often do I think about this.