Admitting or Not admitting

 So remember the last time I wrote in my blog about liking a boy? oh yes I thought you would. Well remember when I said that I probably shouldn't admit to the blog that I had certain feelings for a certain boy, because every time that I do this, nothing comes of it. Well I called it. The boy that i was sort of interested in, is currently interested in a different girl.

So I have come to the conclusion that I am going to stop thinking about it.If it happens, it happens. either way I am going to be happy with the life I am currently living. ( little voice in my head "don't lie to yourself Achsah, you can't help be attractive to golden handsome men, you were born to want to be a parent and bring children into the world, it is OK to want this, it is a righteous desire, just be patient") YES I do talk to myself. I do have conversations with myself all the time.

Anyways So to the readers that want to know about my romantic life, you'll have to find out another way, because I am not going to admit anything until the deal, is practically sealed.